Chapter Dilemma and retribution

The documentary aimed at exposing the human rights violations committed in Morocco to suppress any resistance to the ruling regime.

I also remember watching a heart breaking documentary on Al Jazeera.

That was more than 20 years ago, so heart breaking that I vividly remember the emotions I felt until now.

The documentary comprised of a series of interviews, with opposition members who were detained in complete isolation in under ground dungeon for decades,

The last interview was with an elderly gentleman who wasd detained for nearly 30 years.

The new king pardoned them, or has he really? One hopes that  the former is true not and that they have lived on good lives and made up for the stolen years, and have recovered both physically and mentally.

The count De cristo is another example, while it is fiction work by a renounced french author  , who is also famous for writing the three musketeers

The story line is not dissimilar,

Our case is no comparison to either.

We may have been sent to prison for roughly one year unjustly.  But we knew that the door will be unlocked at some point. And therefore have decided to take advantage of the incarceration.

We realised that in the dynamic reality we exist in. that time is a luxury, even a comodoty, you exchange for a salary:  often you could  hardly spend adequate time adhering to an organised system of well being.

We took advantage of that luxury in confinment to read and experiment with reality and to create powerful thought forum to counter those transmitted through the system outlets and chess pawns.

Inorder to realise our desired reality, argubly also pur scriptured destiny, away from restrictions and free of the chains of limited beliefs that are encrouched within the system.

The sense of injustice was still present on and off in a bitter and painful way.

We cried, we wrote poetry, we prayed, we exercised and then read again, we also read affirmations, we dreamt, exercised and embraced love.

We fought unseen forces awake and whole asleep and emerged stronger and victorious ..

We read and read and read, we uncovered secret knowledge within our souls and we ultimately ascended to higher dimensions of conscienceness.

We imagined and created our ideal world in rhyming with utopic verses.

This takes us back to the begining when we approached homelessness charity St. Mungo’s for support.

Before that we were living in Highbury, by the approach to Holloway Road and next to the beloved Emirates stadium.

At young age we were confronted by many issues being it behavioural issues, family problems and in turn  and unstable and often poor mental health.

The circumstances are explained in previous blogs.

We had to withdraw from Law school before completing our degree, half way through the degree.

We stayed between siblings and assuming that the stay would be long-term, we have surrendered the  tenancy back to the Land Lord

Only to find out that our adventures in the English reviera Torquay and our day trips from Stevenage to Waterloo Bpp Law School, will only run for one year

We had to come back to the capital city, we looked for flats everywhere, we were in the process of securing a studio in Fulham, when things did not work out well with me and my in Laws, which meant that I had to return to London, abruptly and on a very short notice.

With no close friends or relatives there to ask for shelter.

That is why we sought help from the local church. And were referred to St. Mungo’s.

Any ways even when contemplating the scenario in retrospect, we would have still begged to be referred there even if they had run a human slaughter house there.

As with pain comes relief.

If we were referred to a more humane charity, we may have had all what we hoped for in a short period of time.B

But one would have not realised their passion for writing. Or what in this world to pursue for a career , we would have not met many wonderful trees,

And most imperatively we would have not gave had the honour of meeting Em.

And we would not even be sitting here writing these words.

Many often bad times entail wonderful rewards.

However, the downsides of the journey could not be underestimated or dismissed, otherwise one may become negligent in addressing them and remedy them.

We were accused of doing something that we had not done, mainly to label us as indecent individuals and try to ostrise us from society and our local community , arguably to achieve two objectives, first to affect our soul unity and halt it’s manifestation into a love story.

Also to cover up for the number of crimes they had committed, and all of these scenarios have taken place during a pandemic where the prime minister himself was removed from 10 downing street for throwing a birthday party.

In our more modest world many gatherings took place in yachts restaurants and the head office.

Often with people in power. All aimed at manipulating facts inorder to justify Scape goating their clients, when it does not suit their personalities.

Which makes you question the employment process withing the sector, this particular charity and the country as a whole.

And to what degree has that played in economic demise and repeated recessions and the many abuse cases in different institution, surfacing on the media every now and then.