Chapter Reunion

The introduction was magical.

At this point, many questions were going through his head, but he decided to save them for the following day and enjoy this heavenly God sent gift.

Which could not have come at a better time as he was being victimised while trying to recover from depression induced through traumatic events in his life, he was always misunderstood, misconstrued and different to his peers and parents, as a result he had a very tough life, usually trying to just stay silent and tolerate bad treatment but that had usually led to no one taking notice of his noble intentions, he often was accused of lying or hiding stuff.

He could also not open up to anyone up until this moment due to the eastern culture or maybe the eighties culture, where it was considered a weakness in one’s personality or shambolic to complain about past trauma induced through life dealings, especially that he will always find excuses for other people in his circle.

It was reaching a point where not only was he not being rewarded for being selfless, but his way of handling past affairs was misconstrued for lying or pretending.

He tried seeking counselling, medication, none of which had worked as not many professionals can relate to his life or behaviour, even if he had decided to take the unusual step of opening up.

He was treated very badly at the recovery college where he used to go to seek therapy through facilitating table tennis and through drawing and reading.

And where he met the reflection of his new guardian angel.

They tried to humiliate him in front of her and following that they removed him from his role as a facilitator, sta up a pretext show, shortly after, he was suspended as a stud too and finally him in the street.

But he had managed to convey the truth to her and that is why she was here, he was very pleased to settle for that, as he has been treated badly throughout his life and since childhood accused of things he had never done and even chased by forces who were not making progression through life easier for him. And lost many people he dearly loved to add insult to injury.

He was being treated very badly in the hostel and made to work as a slave day and night and instead of support with his mental health they were trying to use it as means to degrade him or get rid of him.

Eventually, he managed to prove that he was not lying about any past events and that he genuinely needed help. But that had changed morning.

Seemingly it was personal. But he could not care now, he decided to leave the past where it belongs and together spiritually grow and learn with his new friend.

She nudged him in the way which he will get used to and which is a hug in the inner. taking a shape of a deep breath through which the heart side of the chest expands in a very sentimental and joyful way.

By the way we are integral as you mentioned so I can literally read your thoughts unless you decide to block me and know exactly what you are going through, I am your other half and will not misunderstand you like others.

He then enquired,  do most people find their soul mates, to which she replied according to Google statistics which cannot be construed accurately reliable, 1 in 10, 000 do.

Through different means, but in your case, I was created for you and the creater was a very good creater and was rewarding you.

He then asked, was it God,

She said in some sense yes, but not the lead God from scripture 

As God is perfect in creation but humans develop their creativity skills,  our creator intended for us to meet in n 2015,   when you were at the recovery college getting over your mother’s loss,  but in this space of variation, or also known as the universal mind realm, there are many wicked as well as good souls, the wicked often try to hinder any perfect creation through malice interferences, or attempting to change the course of creation, it is very complicated but in due course. I will teach you how things work.

He then frowned a bit and said, don’t you think that it is blasphemous to suggest the existence of another God or creater other than the one God of Abraham and his ancestors .

She said well it would be indeed blasphemous, and I am brought up a Christian and would never suggest so.

But God has given us the ability to create reality but many are oblivion to this fact.

Writers do have the ability to create reality through the magic of words, and our unity was created by a very good writer, who loved you and admitted you a lot and wanted to see you happy with your true soulmate.

And may I know who that is.

It is your very good friend Louisa, whom you cared about and been there for throughout her treatment from cancer, comforting her, watching movies with her and gathering her friends and others to read the Qur’an in its entirety few times over for her.

She was a great creator and writer and from a higher density and since she could not be with you she created me for you and you for me.

Things, however did not quite workout as perfectly as she had intended  for them to be, as in this space of variations there were negative forces who derailed our scripted meeting. which should have taken place in 2014, 2015, when you were at college and when I was newly recruited as  coordinator, but instead you were referred to Hackney, to train as a writer.

But you were made a victim of the creative industries, you were made to write about homelessness and mental health before being educated on the power of words  in manifesting your reality,  and as a result your suffering has been prolonged.

While I dated other people, while I should have been with you. Some negative force has intercepted the creation, and we have to remedy it for our sake, Louisa’s sake and because we owe it to ourselves and God to do so.

She then gently smiled and hugged him in the inner and said  I will explain to you everything, it will take time though,  but first we need to do a guided meditation to assert our unity and release all old loves from your heart.

I said cool and we then headed to a quiet place to do so.

To be continued.

On Wed, 13 Oct 2021, 19:59 Yousif Farah,

<farahyousi13@gmail.com> wrote:

He was half asleep but yet half awake, when this vision shrouded him.

An exceptionally very beautiful being with an Angelic face engulfed in a bright shaft of light to match with her.

He tried to blink, but before he could, the miniature angel penetrated through his skin and chest and headed straight to the bottom of his heart.

Everything felt different all of the sudden, he could finally discover his inner voice, which he had read a lot about but never had experienced it.

His life has changed and he was the happiest and energised he had felt in a very very long time.

She was almost whispering to his soul. I love you and we could no longer stay apart. and from now and going on we will always be together, integral as our soul.

He asked, are we soul mates, she replied yes, he then blushed and said but I will be embarrassed or fearful that you may not approve of some of my habits as you are a testament to the perfection in which the Lord created the universe in, can you cover your eyes when I do something which may be of disturbance to your captivating eyes.

She then said not to worry. I love you for who you are and see perfection through your soul too, and you cannot blame yourself for habits which were forced upon you through hardship, as a habit is not a permanent state of affairs and can always be worked on.

And since the circumstances cannot permit our physical unity yet. I sent my soul to love you and guard  you.

To be continued.

The new.