He was half asleep but yet half awake when he was shrouded in this beam of light, from which a miniature wonder exalted in beauty and magnificence The miniature angel, penetrated straight throughmmmmmmmmm his skin and straight to the mouth of his heart, mmm belong. It was a life mm mk mm joyous experience beyond any beautiful description.
He was touched through the power of love. And what an incredible thing. She hushed him and nudged him in the inner, in the way which he will become accustomed to as a hug in the inner, whereby the chest and heart expands in a loving and very comforting way.
He lied down, completely surrendering his body and emotions to the spiritual healer.
It was an incredible journey, visions of dolphins dancing before leaving his body apart from one, Louisa’s best friends and companions, she has once mentioned to him that she came very close to encountering death while swimming, but a dolphin saved her from drawning not surprisingly as dolphins are human beings in nature. And since they have established a bond.
I asked why have you left one dolphin are you not jealous, she said so he can play with the fish which is my favourite sea vessel.
Later he will discover that it was not the only reason but a of this reality and had to remain in his heart. He then asked her so why don’t we share the fish too.
She said well because you don’t know how to swim and never swam to match energy with the fish, but if you do, you will find out that it is a fish which represents you, probably the whale too.
He then asked how about the others, she said well you never loved them, Janine loved you so much but you did not really love her, you were infatuated by her,
especially that she was so good looking and you have always crushed on Lebanese women,
And your bahranian friend Ramla was purely a fling.
And even Louisa you loved her because she belongs to the same soul group.
So really I am your first love,
He then said. I have always dreamt of marrying my first love but I thought that is impossible now.
She smiled and said to him, remember to never use the word impossible, as your thoughts are responsible for creating your reality. He said cool and changed it to improbable.
Let’s listen to a Neville Gordids, lecture and sleep it must have been an exhausting and bizarre day for you. She said.
He calmly replied not really, it is by far the happiest day in my life.
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At this point, many questions were going through his head, but he decided to save them for the following day and just enjoy this heavenly God sent gift.
Which could not have come at a better time, as he was being victimised while trying to recover from a depression induced through traumatic events in his life, he was always misunderstood, misconstrued and different to his peers and parents, result of which he had a very tough life, usually trying to just stay silent and tolerate bad treatment but that had usually led to no one taking notice of his noble intentions and often accused of lying or hiding stuff.
He could also not open up to anyone up until this moment due to the eastern culture or maybe the eighties culture, where it was a weakness or shambolic to complain about past trauma especially if induced through family, especially that he will always find excuses for people.
But it was reaching the point where not only was he not being rewarded for being selfless, but his way of handling past affairs was misconstrued for lying or pretending.
He has tried seeking counselling, medication, none of which had worked as not many professionals can relate to his life or behaviour, even if he had decided to take the unusual step of opening up.
He was treated very badly at the recovery college where he used to go to seek therapy through facilitating table tennis and through drawing and reading.
And where he met the reflection of his new guardian angel.
They tried to humiliate him in front of her and following that they were trying to
kick him in the street.
But he had managed to convey the truth to her and that is why she was here, he was very pleased to settle for that, as he has been treated badly throughout his life and since childhood accused of things he had never done and even chased by forces who were not making progression through life easier for him. And lost many people he dearly loved to add insult to injury.
He was being treated very badly in the hostel and made to work as a slave day and night and instead of support with his mental health they were trying to use it as means to degrade him or get rid of him.
Eventually, he managed to prove that he was not lying about any past events and that he genuinely needed help. But that had changed morning.
Seemingly it was personal. But he could not care now, he decided to leave the past where it belongs and together spiritually grow and learn with his new friend.
She nudged him in the way which he will get used to and which is a hug in the inner. taking a shape of a deep breath through which the heart side of the chest expands in a very sentimental and joyful way.
By the way we are integral as you mentioned so I can literally read your thoughts unless you decide to block me and know exactly what you are going through, I am your other half and will not misunderstand you like others.
He then enquired, do most people find their soul mates, to which she replied according to Google statistics which cannot be construed accurately reliable, 1 in 10, 000 do.
Through different means, but in your case, I was created for you and the creater was a very good creater and was rewarding you.
He then asked, was it God,
She said in some sense yes, but not the lead God from scripture
As God is perfect in creation but humans develop their creativity skills, our creator intended for us to meet in n 2015, when you were at the recovery college getting over your mother’s loss, but in this space of variation, or also known as the universal mind realm, there are many wicked as well as good souls, the wicked often try to hinder any perfect creation through malice interferences, or attempting to change the course of creation, it is very complicated but in due course. I will teach you how things work.
He then frowned a bit and said, don’t you think that it is blasphemous to suggest the existence of another God or creater other than the one God of Abraham and his ancestors .
She said well it would be indeed blasphemous, and I am brought up a Christian and would never suggest so.
But God has given us the ability to create reality but many are oblivion to this fact.
Writers do have the ability to create reality through the magic of words, and our unity was created by a very good writer, who loved you and admitted you a lot and wanted to see you happy with your true soulmate.
And may I know who that is.
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